okay SO day 1 officially on the new wake promoting meds AND...
i need a nap. okay well not really i am in a weird state of inbetween where i have all this energy but my brain is all "sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep, you are very very sleeeeeeepy", mainly from habit.
speaking of habits it's been almost 4 weeks since my last cigarette. i am sure by this time next week i will be saying i caved. ::shrugs:: it happens. my allergies are no better for it unfortunately but i made it through a monthly cycle without lighting up or killing anyone. i call it progress even if i regress.
so much on my mind right now i'm not sure where to start or what to say i may have to post a few times. mainly i am very happy to be on a path to wellness and am not anxiety ridden about any bumps that might occurr along the way. it is inevitable to meet obstacles and sometimes you are able to overcome them and sometimes not. i try not to ever let that stuff beat me. yes folks i am really this upbeat and determined most of the time even when summer rolls around and my "Seasonal Affective Disorder" rears it's ugly head. before you say that's only a winter thing because of lack of UV i would like you to go back intime in my blog to anything from june to september and note the dreary and hopeless tone in some of them.
polar plunge in 4 weeks baby!! we still need one more team member and to get the ones that haven't raised enough to their minimums. megs is freaking out and i'm trying to remain positive. this is why it is helpful to be born on a cusp.
i am going to go snarf down some breakfast and maybe get that nap and that is all for now.
Don't Come Crying to Me
okay so a couple of things.
first i ignore rules of grammar, spelling, capitalization and punctuation, usually, so don't waste your precious time by pointing these things out. "Why yes, I do realize that blogger has a spell check. I didn't use it because it's friggin boring."
second i do try not to get serious or babble on about deep issues, though occasionally i will.
third if you can pick out the theme to all of my post titles you will maybe get a cookie or a nonsarcastic "way to go skippy" at the very least.
lastly, thanks for coming, who are you and why are you reading this? you must be bored.
first i ignore rules of grammar, spelling, capitalization and punctuation, usually, so don't waste your precious time by pointing these things out. "Why yes, I do realize that blogger has a spell check. I didn't use it because it's friggin boring."
second i do try not to get serious or babble on about deep issues, though occasionally i will.
third if you can pick out the theme to all of my post titles you will maybe get a cookie or a nonsarcastic "way to go skippy" at the very least.
lastly, thanks for coming, who are you and why are you reading this? you must be bored.
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