Don't Come Crying to Me

okay so a couple of things.

first i ignore rules of grammar, spelling, capitalization and punctuation, usually, so don't waste your precious time by pointing these things out. "Why yes, I do realize that blogger has a spell check. I didn't use it because it's friggin boring."

second i do try not to get serious or babble on about deep issues, though occasionally i will.

third if you can pick out the theme to all of my post titles you will maybe get a cookie or a nonsarcastic "way to go skippy" at the very least.

lastly, thanks for coming, who are you and why are you reading this? you must be bored.



Monday, January 18, 2010

i'm going all the way down i'm leaving today.

i was reminded i haven't updated in a while so you've all been missing my personal brand of crazy flakes.

first blog of the new year ::fan fare:: or something. this might get verbose.

so 2010 is bullshit so far. why? okay let's review the last 18 days of fun shall we?

actually it's not that bad but i've had some friends going through some tough times and it's hard to be there for everyone all the time. i feel a bit stretched.

it seems that the theme for this year is lets party like it's 2000! my brother and sil may finally be getting some closure on the loss of their son in 2000. my "first baby" "paige" (no she's not mine biologically i was just in the delivery room for 24 hours with her bio mom) turned 10 and that hit a bit hard.

i started seeing a new sleep pathologist. i think it's a good fit and we'll keep an open mind about the new wake promoting medicine she prescribed. but i'm waiting for it to even out so i'm not super hyped at night. the last 2 months without anything to treat my sleep attacks was taking its toll so i am thankful to have a new plan. but apparently my 1 in 6 murmur /un/corrected itself again and i need to keep an eye on that. (it's funny how prior to 3 years ago i never gave it another thought then suddenly anything cardiac related takes on a whole new perspective after dad had his aneurysm surgery.)

edits are stalled, i blame narcolepsy (and drew's cancer). though i did start a new project that those who have seen the treatment call promising. we'll see. the hubster finally read the first MS and liked it (except the porn ::insert eye roll here::) .

i have developed a severe crush on lady gaga. i have developed a renewed love of 90's rap, as evidenced by Fear of a Black Planet playing on my media player as i type (yes it's still as good now as it was back then).

anyway i am determined to mold 2010 to my liking. on the agenda, the polar plunge, a blue concert, potential trip to boston and the realization of one of my dreams of the last 6 or so years, hump chris moore's leg. oh it will happen and then my friends twenty-ten will never be the same.

it's past midnight and that is all
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